Tuesday, June 27, 2006

Reincarnation of Evil

No guys this is no horror story but now I think of it it was no less of a horror story for me.This post is about the most special fool in my life ,my best friend Shilpi.Where to begin, actually it all started when we were in class 8th and our then class teacher got both of us to sit together.She didn't liked me at first and I thought why on earth was I made to sit with this irritating girl but then I don't know what happened and we hit off and we became friends ,why we still don't have any answers.We don't have anything in common ,she hates everything I do,she hates the movies I love,hates the music I listen to infact now I think of it she hates everything about me. And I am not too far behind when it comes to hating,I hate when she talks about shopping,hates when she talk about clothes ,shoes and what not.The only thing we have in common is our love for choclates and food and we both don't let anyone have anything from our plate not even each other.But then however obnoxiously irritating she might be she is the most special person in my life. We have shared everything from our up and downs from our tears to happiness . When I ask myself this question which person means the most to me and it always happens that its not a person who just keep giving me advices,but a person who have chosen rather to share my pain . A friend who has been silent in my moment of despair ,who has stayed with me in my hour of grief,who has tolerated not knowing and face the reality of my helplessness in my hour of need. And when i think of someone its always happens to be her.In her own subtle way she has touched my life like no one has ever done. I have caused her pain ,I have made her cry which honestly I am not too proud off but she has never left my side .She might be angry or really mad which she is but one thing I have always been sure that whenever I need anyone I can count on her . Today I look back at those wonderful memories and yes time has changed , we both are not those irritating kids of class 8th but somehow for each other we will always be those kids.We still fight like mad ,its been almost 10 years we have known each other and we harldy have said any nice things to each other. But actully I did by mistake gave her a compliment once it was her birthday and after her birthday i was walking her home and she was kind of looking ok that evening and i happened to told her that "Idiot today you are kind of looking really beautiful" and she was surprised as if she has seen a ghost I still remember and even if I try to forget she wouldn't let me .She always says atleast she got out a compliment from me I still have no luck with that. She is still rude to me after all these years but then if by mistake she is nice I wouldn't recognize her coz Shilpi ,no she is not nice atleast not to me. But then I guess that's the charm of our friendship two completely mad people talking sense ,posssibe ,no definetly not.So we both don't even try talking sense. Now she lives in a different city and doing great for herself so I thought for so many years of being rude to me she deserves a surprise ,I mean this post .And I have been using this rude word a lot just imagine my best friend here I am writting a post for her and she hasn't even visited my blog once,she is too busy for that.But seriously I don't want to say thank you because it will be not enough but you know I might never say to you how important you are to me ,trust me you are and it gives me great pleasure to see you being so happy with your life .And just wana say finally which I can never say to anyone probably the greatest compliment I can ever give to anyone "You have made me into much better person than i would have been ".So now you can have your moment of glory but still you are an evil and I am not lying this time.

Friday, June 23, 2006

Best movie Quotes

This post was so tough to compile because there are so many great lines that it gave me a headache to pick few, but then I did pick few and my favourite quote is from the movie I just simply love.It has this great poetry about it and best part its Kajol.So I hope i didn't miss the real obvious ones.

Aisa pehli baar hua hai satrah athrah saalon mein,Undekha anjaana koi aane laga hai khayalon mein, Aankhon ki khidki par ek saya sa lehrata hai,Dil ke darwaze par koi dastak de ke jaata hai,Gheri gheri kaali aankhen mujhse mujhko poochti hai,Haaton ki rekhaon mein ek chehra sa ban jata hai,Uski saanse resham jaisi gaalo ko chu jaati hai,Uske haaton ki khushboo hai ab tak mere balon mein,Haan, aisa pehli baar hua hai satrah athrah saalon mein,Undekha anjaana koi aane laga hai khayalon mein (Dilwale Dulhania Le Jayenge)

I would rather have had one breath of her hair, one kiss from her mouth, one touch of her hand, than eternity without it. One.(City of Angels)

I am no one special, just a common man with common thoughts. I've led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me, and my name will soon be forgotten. But in one respect, I've succeeded as gloriously as anyone who ever lived. I've loved another with all my heart and soul, and for me, that has always been enough.(Notebook)

I love that you get cold when it's 71 degrees out. I love that it takes you an hour and a half to order a sandwich. I love that you get a little crinkle above your nose when you're looking at me like I'm nuts. I love that after I spend the day with you, I can still smell your perfume on my clothes. And I love that you are the last person I want to talk to before I go to sleep at night. And it's not because I'm lonely, and it's not because it's New Year's Eve. I came here tonight because when you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible.(When Harry met Sally)

Life is like a box of chocolates...you never know what you`re gonna get(ForrestGump)

As far as I'm concerned, the Internet is just another way to be rejected by a woman(You have got mail)

Some people live a lifetime in a minute(Scent of a woman)

Never Lie, Steal, Cheat or drink,But,If u Lie,Lie in the arms of those u love,If u Steal,Steal from the bad company.If u Cheat,Cheat Death.And If u Drink Drink those moments that take ur breath away.(Hitch)

Keep ur friends close and ur enemies closer(Cruel Intention)

Hope is a good thing, maybe the best of things. And no good thing ever dies.(Shawshank Redemption)

Love means never having to say you're sorry(Love story)

The great advantage of having a reputation for being stupid: People are less suspicious of you.(Four wedding and a funeral)

Beginnings are usually scary and endings are usually sad, but it's everything in between that makes it all worth living.(Hope floats)

Saturday, June 17, 2006

Is there anyone with me???

Once someone said to me there is always someone looking over you. Is it god or is it your guardian angel, I don't know. But what I feel inside is a presence of someone who is always there like a shadow following your every move,your every breath and the most amazing part is that when you feel you are alone you feel this presence much stronger. Last few days have been the toughest for me and I have the time for myself and I guess when I am all alone I am kind of wiered.But seriously why is it so that when you feel you are alone you are not. Is it our sense of insecurity or something else haunting our subconscious which is scared with the very thought of being alone.Why is it that sometimes you stand among a crowd and you feel as if you don't exist and everyone is waking through you.Sometimes I feel as if it is a wiered sense of illusion ,an illusion which keeps me onguard an illusion which affects each and every of my though process.Or is it an illusion or my conscience which is forcing me to think and think hard that hey you ,you have done something wrong.I really don't know and while writting this insted of getting few answers there are more questions which are coming to my mind. I never see things straight ,it is my curse and I guess another example to prove I do have got a brain afterall..hahaha. Actually wanted to end on bit of a cheerful note,because I hate sad endings.

Who am I .....?

I know day by day my posts are getting wiered,but i guess i write so much about everything never about me, so this all about me . Shishir Jain that's me a name given to me by my mom and a name which most people are not able to pronounce correctly. I spent my early year in the heaven Srinagar , but then as what we human do best we destroyed the heaven by what terrorism and my family moved to Delhi.And then my transformation started into what i am today . From a quite and a shy guy who hardly spoke a word , i started to come out of my shell.I still remember a techer in class 4th told my parents that he never speaks, and did I shocked her few years later when i happen to meet her.This transformation wasn't rapid ,it was kind of a slow process.Along the way i met people who had huge influnce on me. We were a group of 4 friends and have great memories. But the person who had the biggest impact I met her in class 8th and to describe her I need another post (and I have promised her there will be a post about her on this blog).And then the life really took off on the fast lane atleast in school. Became my house captain still remember Einstien house it was and then was the Head of the student council and then the student body president, now think about it did pretty well for myself. Actually did lots of things in school from debating to painting,soccer , badminton but what I enjoyed most was hosting the various events . But then as most good thing come to an end so did my school and I landed up in Delhi College of Engineering and it was the begining of another adventure about which I have already written before .I love my college ,love the people I met strange they are but amazing. Today I on the crossroads just officialy became an Electronics engineer and about to join TCS and all I have today is hope that the path I am about to go on helps me achieve what I ever dreamt off .But while writting this I just remember I always wanted to be a fighter pilot as a kid , why I don't know. I know this post was kind of boring if ever someone read this but for me it brought back memories which I guess I can never put in words.

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

Never thought this will happen

Everyone say there is always the first time ,but this is one thing I never thought will happen to me. I am suffering from insomnia, yes i know unbelivable. For a person whose one of the favourite hobby is to sleep I don't know what has happened. In last 48 hours I haven't slept for more than 4 hours and its not that i don't want to sleep I do. It's just I am not able to,my body is crying out loud please sleep but then just not happening.Madness is it the first symptom but I very much doubt because I have crossed the madness line way back . But I am one of those mad people who sleeps well. And who says when you are in trouble family is great help I told my parents I just can't sleep , you know what my mom said "Son I guess you are in love", mom not helping no time for jokes. Its getting into serious proportions , I don't belive I once set a record of sleeping for 14 hours this is disgusting. Its not me I guess an evil soul has got into my body. But then I don't feel anyone inside infact I don't feel anything kind of numb. My brain has ceased to work if there is one . And I was talking about my family being such a help friends are never far behind . I tried to sleep few hours back it was just 10 minutes and guess what a really irritating tune of my cell phone started ringing. My friends need some help and whatever little sleep I had was gone. And in all this I realized I have a really bad cell phone ringtone I need to change it. But in all this I got to do few things for the first time not first time but I do this very rarely. I was reading a book 4'oclock in the morning infact this was a first. Then i got to see the sunrise beautiful it was no not really . And i beat my dad in getting up early even he was taken a back. So whoever is out there please pray for me that i find some sleep and if there is sleep fairy please visit me. Thanking you in advance.

Tuesday, June 06, 2006


The wait is about to end the greatest sporting event is about to take off in Germany. The beautiful game world cup 2006 is just about to begin.A sport which knows no nation which has no boundary is about to bring billions of people to standstill. The magic of world cup soccer. Stars will be born and stars will come down to ground. Will we see another hand of god or will we see the biggest upsets? Will Thierry Henry sets the crowds alight or David Beckham can bend it ? Will the yellow jersy conquer or the Azure will prevail?
People have started predicting who is going to win but I have no doubts who is going to win Brazil.And why I have no doubts because I think this is the best Brazil team since 1970's. Ronaldo,Ronaldinio,Kaka, Robinho the list goes on. And whoever thought Ronaldo's time is up just watch out this is going to be his world cup. He is going to take the golden boot.
I am not saying that there are not other teams France , Argentina , Germany and Italy all are wonderful teams but I guess they have to prove themsleves during the tournement.And as for as England is concerened I am not too sure.This team has never given me the confidence of a big match team and with the injuries its even more difficult.And as for the team which can shock the favourites I would go for Argentina. A team with awsome talent just somehow not able to replicate the Maradona's era.
Whatever happens and when the fianl wistle blows whoever wins I just hope that billions of people who are going to watch just say we will never forget this one. This edition of the world cup brings the real magic which this beautiful game is all about . And as someone said it's not all about winning I wish we all see a spectacle which will leave it imprints in the time to come. And as my country is not playing and i guess wouldn't be playing for many more years I wish all the teams and their suppoters best of luck.

Sunday, June 04, 2006


Finally college got over and must say last week was nothing short of an adventure. While giving my last witten paper I realized that yes engineering is done. But these exams were kind of different as gave then under freezing condition the air conditioning was good that I was absolutely cold. Then had my b.tech project submission and must say the teacher was bored to death by our never ending presentation , but I guess he will give marks at least I hope that. Then going here there everywhere to eat and then we had the torture. We went to watch Faana absolute crap. And must say it was a huge dissapointment almost slept through the movie. And to top that really bad movie a kid crying out lound right from the time movie began to the end. And the AC of the theatre was not working. But then what to say I was not alone lots of people went through the same torture.
And then the war at college to get all clearance from each and every lab even though you have never gone to that lab and even the hostel clearance inspite of the fact I am not a hostller. But then this was the last time and I might miss these things after few years. And then the scary part people were crying as they were leaving college. Even though I love my college but crying is not my cup of tea and it's kind of uncomfortable to see other people low. And now I am at home trying to make sense of it all and wishing everyone all the luck.